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Time time time
Sorry peeps just had no time for blogging and am off again in a minute on a second Christmas to my dad's as we haven't seen each other in many months. He'll be meeting P for the first time and then we're off to meet his sister and see friends in London on Monday. I'll do pics as we're going to the Boat Show which should be exciting!I haven't forgotten everyone and I'LL BE BACK!!!!
GGGRRRAAARRRGHHH
I bought a small carton of full cream milk yesterday, brought it in to work, used it once to make one mug of coffee.Came in this morning and it's OVER HALF GONE. ROAR -.-
We have a shared kitchen and everybody is *supposed to* bring their own stuff in. I know it's only 50p for a small milk but jeeeeez, it's so friggin' annoying to keep finding that someone else is using it. I wouldn't even mind, if only they asked first. And it's the only full cream milk in the fridge so it's not a case of 'mistaken identity'.
So this morning I covered it with my name (which I shouldn't have to do) and stuck a pissy note to it.
Fucking freeloaders.
Thus Far
I'm being guardedly optimistic about my son's prognosis. He still has a few more tests to be run, doctors to see, and all that jazz - however, it appears he may have been cut a break this time around.He will still have a few problems to deal with - but it's nowhere near the initial grim possibilities that had me worrying myself silly.
Thank you all for your thoughts and words.
You rock!!!
More Spam Funnies
Today's Pick of the Day;[I]Subject: Do your lady for 3 more hours
Text: Fill your bed partner's brain with the excitement and satisfaction.[/I]
If he's filling her brain, I think he's in entirely the wrong place.
Boob Tube: Elizabeth Webber
I *was* in a bad mood and then I found this on You Tube, so I'm good now. This one is really for Slade. He's the only person that will truly get how funny this is. I watch General Hospital. I've been watching it since I was in my mama's womb. One of my earliest childhood memories was actually watching Luke and Laura get married. Yes, she is why I want a pink wedding dress.Those buttheads at You Tube just took off my video, but I found another one. It's too easy. If you don't watch General Hospital, just imagine Kelly Taylor from 90210 (you know, back when it was actually GOOD) and how sanctimonious she always was considering that she was a lying, back- stabbing, cheating, nasty skankasaurus.
This second one is because I like seeing her get slapped silly. Sometimes, don't you wish you could do that to people? I love how she got slapped by two Carlys.
Yes, Slade, in case you didn't get the memo, I want Jason and Sam to get back together. Oh, and I hate Elizabeth Webber.
State of the Union: Tickled.
Listening to: Cartman singing Elizabeth Webber is a big ol bitch. (only in my head)
Line of the day
http://www.thebigp.net/2009/01/line-of-day.htmlToo Bad Oprah
http://www.thebigp.net/2009/01/too-bad-oprah.htmlRant: Infiltrated
To quote my girl, Amy Winehouse, what kind of fuckery is this? My blog was infiltrated. I know it's out in the open and everyone in the free world has access to it. That's never really been a big deal. Most of my friends have read it at some point and some are dying to be a Fool For Love. Everyone knows my blog is therapy. It's where I go to let loose with the petty, evil thoughts I have, where I go to work out my issues, where I vent so that I don't f*ck up and say something to my friends or family in anger that I won't be able to take back. I come to my Bloggy Peeps and you calm me down and say the right thing to keep me from being a lead story on CNN, ABC, NBC, CBS, Dateline News, MSNBC or Headline News. Or even worse, to have my life turned into a Lifetime Movie. *shudders*Today, someone purposefully directed one of my friends to a couple of entries that were written about her when I was mad. The only reason this person would do this is to be malicious and spiteful under the guise of being "a good friend." What kind of person would intentionally lead their friend to something that would cause them hurt? The person that I wrote about doesn't read my blog. She knew I had a couple of blogs (okay, so I have more than a couple, but whatevs) but she never read any of them until today when some busybody so-called friend read the entries I wrote and then went back and told her. They didn't point her to all the *nice* things that were said about her, completely skipped over every single good thing, and led her straight to the stuff that I wrote when I was pissed.
Name one person here that doesn't realize I don't mean the majority of the things I say on here? How many fucked up entries do I write about my father? How many times do I talk smack about my mother? How many times do I ream out myself? Does that mean I don't love my dad when I talk about how controlling he is and what a fucker he acts like sometimes? Does that mean I don't honor and revere my mother when I talk about how irresponsible and flighty she is? Does anyone on here honestly think I am not my own fan club president, despite all the mess I write about myself? Grab a clue: If I will talk shit about myself, I will talk shit about anybody. Bottom line.
I write when I'm angry, when I'm frustrated, when I'm drunk (hangs her head in shame), when I'm happy, when I'm excited. You name it, I blog about it. Yes, I said some things that weren't very nice, but *breaking news* IT'S MY FUCKING BLOG. I can write whatever I want, I'm entitled to however I want to feel and I'm entitled to my own opinion. My emotions change as quickly as I discard boys, so you know they don't last long.
I refuse to make my blog friends only. That's giving this buttmunch power. I refuse to censor myself for fear of offending someone. If you don't like it, if you don't agree with it, DON'T FUCKING READ IT!!!! In case you missed my header, it says, "Untamed, Unfiltered, Unfettered." In case that's too many syllables for you, that means I can say whatever the fuck I want to, Dodo. I didn't ask my friend who told her about it because A) my first notion would be to call them and cuss them out for not learning how to mind their own goddamn business B) my second notion would be to punch them in their face the next time I saw them and C) I was being perfectly honest about how I felt on that particular day at that particular time and I'm not ashamed and I refuse to apologize for telling it like it is on, lest we forget, MY OWN FUCKING BLOG. Oh and D) the ploy only managed to make me and the person in question hash out our differences. Instead of dividing us, which I have to assume was the point, it actually drove us closer together. So, thank you, you passive-aggressive fuckhead, for helping us get back to a good place. Let me know who you are and I'll return the favor. *daps*
So, in case you are my friend or my enemy and you're reading this, let it be known that I am going to talk shit about you at some point during my lifetime. ANYTHING I say on my blog, I will be MORE than happy to say to your face because I am not a hypocrite. I will tell you what I said, why I said it, where I was and what I was wearing. In case you didn't know, nice, sweet me has left the building. I tried really hard to be someone different, someone better, someone nicer, but I have to be me and to quote Gossip Girl,"It's human nature to be free. No matter how long you try to be good... You can't keep a bad girl down,”
Did they not get the memo that Slayer really *doesn't* give two fucks anymore?
State of the Union: Brassed Off
Listening to: Bia Bia by Lil Jon (who contributes to all my "get-crunk" entries)
A Movie Trailer...
Inch by Inch
[IMG]http://www.efx2blogs.com/uploads/w/WelshPixie/2604.jpg[/IMG]:D
Mwahahah.
Had a nightmare-free night last night. I did have one dream but it was inconsequential stuff and wasn't disturbing in any way. I got a full 8 hours sleep.
Tonight, I have a night of gaming planned. Not a huge night - just a few hours of having fun and hanging out. |o/
[rant]
I hate my bank. I'm with Barclays, who are international and one of few banks who haven't been in the news lately as being affected by this 'credit crunch' stuff... so y'know, they're doing fine. However the branch in town now doesn't open on a Saturday, and their weekday hours are 9:30 - 4pm.
The 'average person' works 9 - 5.
NINEEE TOOO FIVEEEEE, you dipshit bank you! GAAAHHH!!
[/rant]
P.S., just to make you all jealous - I didn't put weight on this christmas. Actually, I LOST weight.
Booyakasha.
Sporty Spice: Buckeyes what? Buckeyes who?
I am a little tore up right now. This is what happens when your school wins the Fiesta Bowl. You go out and......FIESTA!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG, I forgot to put the picture of my man and his baby mama.
Hook 'em Horns!
Fneh
Last night, had to go to bed early 'cause I was getting up early for work. Previously I'd been going to bed maybe 2am.Got to bed at 11pm.
Stared at the ceiling a bit.
Twiddled my thumbs.
Drifted off to sleep. Woke up at 12:50, warm and cozy and snug, but really thirsty, so slurped some orange jucie.
Went back to sleep.
Woke up at 1am after some crazy nightmares about 'things' in my room. Spooked. Hopped on MSN on my phone, chatted to a couple of people for about an hour just until the spookses went away.
Went back to sleep at 2am.
Woke up at 3:50 almost in tears after some sad nightmare that I can't remember (for which I am thankful). Was too tired at that point to care, went back to sleep.
Alarm at 7:30, yawn.
Stoopid night. No more midnight OJ. -.-
Thoughts
I need y'all to do me a wee favor today.Say a little prayer and think good thoughts for my oldest boy cub. Today he sees a specialist - something could be way wrong.
I am scared.
Total Life Makeover: Start Again
Self discovery is a wonderful thing. This past year has found me floundering. Everything familiar seemed to be ripped away. At times I felt like I was drowning inside my life. A wise woman told me that, when you've lost your way, stop, retreat, and regroup. That's what I have been doing this holiday season. Yeah, I know it doesn't seem like it with the parties and dancing and booby shots, but I really have. Well, New Years weekend anyway.At about three in the morning, I found myself on the beach with two bottles of Moet to keep me company. I sat up all night and watched the sun rise. Champagne gives me clarity. I sound like my dad talking about marijuana, but I'm serious. I sat and I looked at all the things that have gone wrong this year, all the mistakes I made, all the procrastinating and slacking. Every time something got overwhelming, I a) hopped on a plane and went somewhere else b) retreated and let someone else deal with it or c) retreated until whatever it was went away and was moot.
I just kind of gave up. It was a gradual thing. I didn't even realize it was happening until I got jerked back into semi-consciousness by my dad a week ago. I've been letting all these things happen to me. I've been letting people walk all over me and stomp on my heart. I've let people take advantage of me and my good nature and well.....that's over.
I'm going to be selfish and think about me. I'm going to stop worrying so much about other people and worry about myself. This year, everyone becomes self sufficient. I can't fix everything for everyone and it's stupid of me to keep doing it. I can't hold everyone's hand. I can't lend you money. I can't walk everyone through a breakup at two in the morning. No more calling, no more texting, no more emailing or IMing. If you want to talk to me, you have my contact points. I'm not going out of my way anymore.
I'm gonna be selfish. I'm gonna send needy people to voicemail. I'm gonna stay up late reading books that have nothing to do with school. I'm gonna watch t.v. and learn how to play a musical instrument. I'm gonna buy myself whatever I want. If I wake up and feel like taking a trip somewhere, I'm booking it.
I used to hate it when people said "life is too short" because it seemed like that was their excuse to go out and do something stupid and irresponsible. Well, guess what? It's never too late to learn something new. 2008 has taught me that life is too short to get caught up in other people's bullshit. I'm going to go out and recapture the life that I lost. It's me and my hot outfits and matching accessories against the world.
I'm baaaaaaaack........
State of the Union: Inherently evil
Listening to: Will You be Mine by J.J. Farris
And we're off...
http://www.thebigp.net/2009/01/and-were-off.htmlThat 2008 Meme Thing
[B]2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?[/B][I](Don't FECKIN SHOUT AT ME STOOPID QUIZ)[/I]
Stayed single the whole year?
Newp
Kissed someone new?
In theory. ^.^
Done something you've regretted?
Nope
Lost someone?
Hmm... said goodbye to someone. Not necessarily lost.
Cut class?
I has no class.
Were involved in something you'll never forget?
Oooooh yes... no chance of me forgetting it because it's still all around me and forevermore will be :)
Visited a different country?
Spain. Been there before though.
Cooked a gross meal?
Nope. I is teh good cook.
Lost something important to you?
Yesterday I lost the entire contents of my spare drive (photos, writing, music) and I don't think the file recovery worked. Never mind, it's only 1's and 0's when it comes down to it.
Got a gift you adore?
Mmmmmmany...
Tripped over a coffee table?
Probably. Amongst other things. Perpetually covered in bruises.
Dyed your hair?
Not at all this year.
Came close to losing your life?
Noes.
Went to a party?
Yeah. Several. Millions, actually. One of them had FORTY PEOPLE ganging up on an Ogre King. Like, wtf? ;o) He had phat lewt though. (Shall I stop being a geek now? ;p)
Read a great book?
Yup.
Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
Nope.
Did you meet any new friends this year?
Heee... yes.
Did you dislike anyone?
Um... not really.
Did you grow apart from anyone?
Yes, but it was (on my side) a natural progression of things.
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
Nope.
[B]2008: Your BIRTHDAY![/B]
Did you have a cake?
Noes *sniffle*
Did you have a party?
Of sorts... *devious grin*
Did you get any presents?
Yush
Name some and who'd you get them from?
Mum - chocolates, little silver dragon clock and a necklace.
Twisty - a DRAGINZ!
J - hee. Well now.
[B]2008: All about YOU[/B]
Did you change at all this year?
I grew, but I don't think I changed.
Did you change your style?
I have no definitive style. I'm just me.
Were you in school?
Nope.
Did you get good grades?
N/A
Did you drive?
Newp
Did you own a car?
Newp
Did anyone close to you give birth?
Newp
Did you move at all?
Yup! Not far. A mile or two down the road.
Did you go on any vacations?
Barthelonaaaa
Would you change anything about yourself now?
Nope. I wouldn't dare.
[B]2008 WRAP UP:[/B]
Was 2008 a good year?
Yessssssssssssss
Do you think 2009 will be better than 2008?
Hahaha. HELL yes.
[B]
I confess that in 2008 I...[/B]
() kissed in the snow
() celebrated Halloween
() had your heart broken
() went over the minutes on your cell phone
() someone questioned your sexual orientation
() came out of the closet
() gotten pregnant
() had an abortion
() done something you've regretted
[B]
OTHER[/B]
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
() shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
() posted a blog on MySpace
(x) visited a foreign country
() cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
() partied to celebrate the new year
() cooked a disastrous meal
() lied about how old you were
() prank called someone
[B]
In 2008 I...[/B]
[] broke a promise
[x] fell out of love
[x] told a little white lie
[x] lied
[] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[] slept under the stars
[] kept your new years resolution
[] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[] met one of your idols
[] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[] pretended to be sick
[x] left the country
[] almost died
[] given up on something/someone important to you
[] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[] had friends who were drifting away from you
[x] had a high cell phone bill
[x] spent most of your money on food
[] had a fist fight
[] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
[x] gotten sick
[x] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] became closer with a lot of people
Huzzah!
Happy New Year, and all that jazz.Me, I couldn't see it come fast enough.
The end of 2008 saw the Universe making plans for me. 2009 will see those plans come to fruition.
Here's for life changing.
*roars like a triumphant Pixie-Dragon*
2008 - The year that wasn't
http://www.thebigp.net/2008/12/2008-year-that-wasnt.htmlHoly Days:Christmukkah
Last Saturday, I danced at Kick Butt Coffee. I normally drink Cosmos, but my friend, Colleen, ordered something that came in a pint glass with Coke. I wanted a sugar buzz, so I asked for whatever she was having. Turns out she ordered a Crown and Coke. Crown makes me inhibitionless and Coke makes me hyper. Can you see where this is headed? Yup, I have my fingers, toes, and eyes crossed that no one was filming my dance because I kept having visions that I was in that whole "debauchery" scene in The Ten Commandments right before Moses came down and saw all the sinning, so I can only *imagine* how the hell I was dancing. I kept bouncing up and down like Tigger afterwards. I am cursing the man that made video phones because, otherwise, I'd be in the clear.Here's some pics. Seth says that I smile like Britney Spears when I'm drunk.
Mario and Myself. He was cheering loudly for me, so I must have been doing some skanky dancing.
No, this is not a drug deal caught on camera. We get tips from the audience.
Myself with Elena. My nana made me this top as one of my Hanukkah presents.
Myself with Skinny. Well, her name is Carolina. We took classes together.
Afterwards, I had my Christmukkah party. I have retained my crown of Perfect Party Hostess. That or they liked the free food and liquor. I had boneless buffalo wings with Frank's red sauce and ranch, spicy meatballs, and little sausage thingies in Hickory Mango barbecue sauce (which tasted waaay better than it sounds). I also made guacamole and nachos. I had sangria (for all the wine drinkers), Dos Equis, Corona, Bud Light, and Stella for the beer drinkers, fruit punch with Kentucky Deluxe (what Brandon and I used to sneak and drink when we were underage, undercover alcoholics in training) and Martha Stewart eggnog. That eggnog was strong. The recipe calls for rum, cognac, and bourbon. That Martha Stewart knows how to get me revved up. Oh, and I had the perennial Jello shots. I got progressively more tore up as the night progressed. I'd had an impromptu get together the night before, so my blood type was Jack Daniels by this point.
Paul had major dental surgery and was hopped up on Percocet, so he was *really* happy.
Julie kept talking to me like she was expecting me to punch her in the face at any moment. I guess that's what happens when you talk smack and get busted. Little did she know, I was druuuuunk and when I am druuuuunk I'm friends with *everyone.*
Myself with Vanessa. We normally sit back at parties, drink in hand, and watch our friends implode on themselves. We love the Hills, Britney Spears, and I know she will plow me down to get to Brody Jenner.
Bobby's in the Navy. I told him to bring me a High School Musical messenger bag and a Navy Seal. I'm still waiting, Bobby......
Jeannie, Helene, and Julie. Jeannie and Helene are wiccas. Can you imagine how crazy it would be to have wicca belly dancers at your party?
Paul and Vanessa. The two calm, drama-free people in my life.
Lisa and Myself. Yes, I look like the Grinch. *insert evil grin*
Mario is totally going in for the steal. Like my electric menorah? Yeah, I couldn't find candles for my other one, but hey, I got this one for 75% off at World Market.
Helene was about to beat a hasty retreat. She reminds me so much of my Nana Lena. Both of them expect me to do the impossible and I can't tell either of them no.
Cody is the nicest dude I know. He's also clueless. He thinks I'm a sweet girl. Yeah, go ahead and laugh. I sure as hell did.
I was so lit up that I didn't notice where Paul's hand was until I uploaded the pictures on My Space the next day.
And, believe it or not, this is not a shameless promotion for my mostly intact boobies, but more an illustration of how hard I was buzzing. Everyone got a good laugh off of the fact that I was holding my camera in the wrong direction as I took the picture. Note to self: Don't drink your own punch.
State of the Union: Slightly embarrassed
Listening to: Will You Be Mine by JJ Faris
HAPPY NEW YEAR
So guys - another whole year has passed by - unbelievable - is it my imagination or is time passing more quickly as I get older?For me it's been an amazing 2008 - the highlights have been my first grandchild Lucia safely born, time spent with wonderful friends and family on and off line, a new relationship with a lovely new man, released my album, went to lots of wondeful live music festivals and gigs, continued to play and write music, and inevitably had to sadly say good bye to one or two people along the way.
2009 looks like being exciting with a three month trip to Africa to kick it off at the end of January and then hopefully moving to be with P full time in the countryside and lots more music to record - so watch this space and keep in touch.
[SIZE="7"][COLOR="Red"]HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009![/COLOR][/SIZE]
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